Not sure

now that i've looked at my arm i realize that you are missing, but i'm not sure if you just decided to fly way or my thaughts killed you, today it started awfull. alot of discussions with my "family" if i can call them that W/E and than right after that fkin girl just talked with me to make me feel even worse, but she flied way if it was from my taughts well i guess i failed
all those taughts just returned to my head and now more than ever i'm feeling the pressure

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